I Cried

Aids, your fault or not, whether you are positive or maybe someone else is. It is still a devastating and terrible situation. For some, it's not their fault because they didn't know, for others, they knew and just didn't tell anyone. Whatever you do, take care of yourself and do what is necessary to make sure you are OK. Don't be ashamed, it just seems like you're alone with on help, but you're not. Someone cares and is very willing to help, so you don't have to go through anything alone. Talk to someone soon if you need to. There is help and remember, no matter what, God loves you.