Make It Good EP

36 hours in. The lights are flickering and the sweat is pouring out of you like the thoughts that you're trying to write down, to get down the words, to put down the message, to translate all the ideas that keep appearing in your head. Ideas like uninvited guests that keep showing up and refusing to leave. somewhere though, there's a truth in there. you know it because you saw it. you know it because you felt it. because when you knew that even though there were ten million reasons why you should go to bed now, why you should go to bed straight away. That you should put these silly things down and stop trying to create and just get some sleep already. that you should stop trying to wrestle the ideas in your subconscious down to the ground so you can actually capture and express them to others. but you persist. because anything else would feel worse than failure. it would be a disappointment to the voice behind the voice inside your head. the voice that is you but that is not you at the same time. the voice hears you thinking and comments on it and injects some other crazy ideas and by the way, where the hell did that come from? you keep pushing. you keep working, sweating, straining, everything you can. to get it all out. to get that idea across. to do that thing that in your soul you know that you specifically, you alone in the universe are uniquely equipped and qualified to do. you can make that message heard if you can just figure out the right way to get this to work. to make it express that thing that you know in your head but could never say with your words. make it make people understand what's inside there. that thing you know that can maybe make someone else's life better even if for a moment. you will stay and work. you won't stop pushing. you don't stop working. people are really depending on you. Keep going. Work harder. Make it happen. make it good. this debut ep from life and death founder and co-conspirator Tennis is a testament to the hard working et